tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-100842132011-04-21T18:38:55.324-07:00me-confusedhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01066357217952502799noreply@blogger.comBlogger171100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10084213.post-1113730740492440752005-04-17T17:46:00.000-07:002005-04-17T02:39:00.493-07:00<span style="color:#33ff33;">i feel lyk dying.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10084213-111373074049244075?l=m3-confused.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>me-confusedhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01066357217952502799noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10084213.post-1111210188754999102005-03-19T13:36:00.000-08:002005-03-19T21:18:15.300-08:00<span style="color:#33cc00;">yesterday was quite happy lahx.. though got one thing tat is quite heart wrenching lahx... yesterday after sectionals which lasted to 2.30.. i rush to plaza singapura to meet pearly, wendy, grace, log department, chloe, zi yang and joey... arrggghh... stupid bus come so long... anyway i still reached there lahx... went to yamaha and stayed there quite long... hmMm.. den we went spotlight and sat that until we kana chased out.. and chloe zi yang and her sis were not there anyway cause they went bugis... den we went bugis also to take neoprints.. i first time take lehx.. cause i all along hate to take pictures.. hmMm... we didn't meet chloe and zi yang there though cause they are watching movie.. heex.. after that cat, wendy, grace, pearly and me took the mrt.. cat and wendy went down the train then me, pearly and grace went to downtown east to watch a concert of planet chaker.. can't believe to see pearly jump so wild went she usually seem so dao de.. the service went on all the way till around 9.30pm.. hmMm.. and pearly still got energy.. hahax... den we three of course go home lahx.. saw abel on the way home.. didn't noe he was at the concert also.. hmMm.. den grace got down at tampines station.. me and pearly at aljunied den i took 100 home.. hahax...</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">got new family members worx...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">_"pearly" (my sis)</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">_"wendy"</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">_"zi yang"</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">[sometimes.. there is no point hanging on to the past.. we must learn to let go and accept new things.. if not we will just dwell at the past and never be happy.. we must learn to let go and be happy always!]</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10084213-111121018875499910?l=m3-confused.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>me-confusedhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01066357217952502799noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10084213.post-1110948468837050282005-03-15T12:54:00.000-08:002005-03-15T20:47:48.846-08:00<span style="color:#3366ff;">haix... xianz.. today nth to do... dun feel lyk doing homework.. haix.. jux feel lyk sleeping and nvr wake up... tomorrow still have band and sectionals after it... and somebody dunno wan to cum out notx.. xianzz.. stupid hols...</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#336666;">[['it is all my fault in the beginning, so who else can i blame except myself.. hope they be happy!!!]]</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10084213-111094846883705028?l=m3-confused.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>me-confusedhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01066357217952502799noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10084213.post-1110553712372991532005-03-11T23:15:00.000-08:002005-03-11T07:12:33.266-08:00<span style="color:#6600cc;">yong sheng got in for syf! yeah.. so happy for him... trumpet section got more people le! today last day of school but so many proj to complete.. hmMm.. next week have band practice everyday lorx... syf on Apr 13th... it isn't very far... hmMm.. getting worried.. teacher stuff us wit so many homework.. haix... sunday going to see ms yeo's mini play.. anibodi wan to cum.. Lighthouse church at tampines... hahax... didn't noe she was so artisic. k.. today band was as usual.. haix.. tmr gt theory exam! arrgghh... worried.. hmMm.. i really hope to pass.. hmMm... k.. i go study now...<br /><br /><br />[[[how's ya heart thinking?]]]</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10084213-111055371237299153?l=m3-confused.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>me-confusedhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01066357217952502799noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10084213.post-1109945097844043912005-03-04T22:09:00.000-08:002005-03-04T06:24:01.583-08:00today history is so sucky.. i didn't know it will be tested on Chapter five so i didn't study that chapter!! arrgghh.. sure fail de... den chinese lesson i forgot to bring txtbk, i kana punished... den have to complete the el public speakin proj... but one thing good bout to day was life science quiz i got 37/40! yeah... hahax... hmMm... tmr got band but no school yeah.. next week got grade 5 theory exam.. i'm scared... after school i got maths olympiad.. the questions weren't easy at all of course... if answer one question correctly get 4.. dun answer get 1.. answer wrongly no marks.. hmMm.... today mr wong run through pagan and singapore rhapsody... then he talk bout lots and lots of technical things that i really dun understand.. xianx... we gonna have exchange programmes with other school.. so exciting.. haix.. gtg le..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10084213-110994509784404391?l=m3-confused.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>me-confusedhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01066357217952502799noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10084213.post-1109756535032331482005-03-02T17:48:00.000-08:002005-03-18T21:39:39.503-08:00<span style="color:#996633;">why carn she understand dat i love her and is purely love?<br />why doesn't she trust me and rather trust other people?<br />why must she hurt me?<br />i dun care whether she love me.. i dun even mind if she hate me.. but stop hurting me!<br />haix..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10084213-110975653503233148?l=m3-confused.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>me-confusedhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01066357217952502799noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10084213.post-1109431066727428972005-02-26T23:23:00.000-08:002005-03-18T21:39:17.516-08:00<span style="color:#000099;">things are so damn the terrible for me.. ='(</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">why?<br />why?<br />why?<br />why?</span><br /><span style="color:#000099;">i hate to be in this world..<br />common test, parents, syf...<br />stress..<br />plus other things that add up to my depression...<br />"____depressed'<br />arrgghh..<br />head gonna explode..<br />everything is my fault..<br />nobody thinks i'm right..<br />i deserve all this..<br />ya..<br />it's all my fault..<br />haix...</span><br /> <span style="color:#003333;">__________________-why?!-_____________________</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10084213-110943106672742897?l=m3-confused.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>me-confusedhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01066357217952502799noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10084213.post-1109241798151345532005-02-24T18:48:00.000-08:002005-03-18T21:37:37.556-08:00<div align="left"><span style="color:#cc0000;">haix.. just now had thoery paper.. den chloe sprayed at me water den i kana scratched by the tree stump!! den can see white at the wound.. i think is my flesh and it's still bleeding.. i had to walk in the rain too!! arrgghh! can't stand it.. today mr ang nvr come so miss two periods of his lesson.. music was still de same.. xianxxx... project work we went to music room! but the finale notepad thingy made us waste alot of time.. that cindy was so horny.. k nvm.. nt gonna talk bout it.. steph compose the song is very nice lorz! she's so talented.. hmMm.. hahax..<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">why?</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10084213-110924179815134553?l=m3-confused.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>me-confusedhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01066357217952502799noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10084213.post-1109130597755921262005-02-23T11:49:00.000-08:002005-02-22T19:49:57.756-08:00now having e.lit lesson with mr ahmad.. usin com.. heex...i so naughty..haix..i really dun understand wad is the sumbodi thinking of.. haix..hope she is okay and happy wit her decision and the guy she choose.. heex.. later got band xianzz..common test coming.. gotta go..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10084213-110913059775592126?l=m3-confused.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>me-confusedhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01066357217952502799noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10084213.post-1109066737018486832005-02-22T18:10:00.000-08:002005-02-22T02:09:05.236-08:00today school was just as usual.. haix.. except that i woke up quite late and was almost late to play for the flag raising... and today was scout's founder day and girl guides thinking day.. hmMm.. interesting.. mr ang kept us until 2.30pm but i didn't cause i got band ma.. wenrong had sectional with us and we played singapore rhapsody.. hmmm.. next week we hab to go to the singapore conference hall to perform our choice and set piece.. and gosh.. next week is common test.. want to score A for all subjects but for my standard is impossible la.. haix.. so stressful.. think i'm getting emotional le.. hmmm... i'm out of my mind..<br />why are things lyk tat?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10084213-110906673701848683?l=m3-confused.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>me-confusedhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01066357217952502799noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10084213.post-1108983475783077332005-02-21T19:02:00.000-08:002005-02-21T02:57:55.786-08:00i dunno what is sumbodi thinking.<br />why?<br />why?<br />why?<br />why?<br />why?<br />why is this like that.<br />she hurts me.<br />haix.<br />nobodi cares about wad am i feelin.<br />i'm beta off dead.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10084213-110898347578307733?l=m3-confused.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>me-confusedhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01066357217952502799noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10084213.post-1108461099629093982005-02-15T17:56:00.000-08:002005-02-15T01:52:43.203-08:00hey hey.. sumbody.. sorry horx.. ya balloon flew away lahx.. anyway lovve ya tigger.. thanks to the log department, jacyln and trumpet section fer the wallet.. thanks to chloe fer the bdae present.. xueli.. thanks also.... yingxin thanks also... thanks to those whu gave me present... haix.. sumbody left me alone lorx.. make me wait so long fer nth.. haix.. hmMm.. tmr got band.. anw.. gtg do hmwk...<br />love somebody..........<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10084213-110846109962909398?l=m3-confused.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>me-confusedhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01066357217952502799noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10084213.post-1108031684130195682005-02-10T18:32:00.000-08:002005-02-10T02:35:24.796-08:00<span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;">Happy chinese new year!</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">Hahax... so happy.. mr wong announce the results of the syf audition!</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">and i got in... it's so surprising...</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">but i'll work hard!</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">just now was playing blackjack with my family... den started wit $10.. in the end.. end up wit $18!!!</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">hahax.. mr davamoni gave us a homework to write bout chinese new year. xianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">plus.. still owe him newspaper article...</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">and owe mr suhaimi a collage.........................</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">hmmm... my bdae coming.. so excited.. haix.. but still quite confused bout sumtings... hmmm...</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">got only few hong baos tis year.. xianx..</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">i want a mp3 player.....</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">my cousins just helped me burn a lot of nice songs..</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">just now eat so much.. so bloated.. think i gonna be fat soon...</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">tmr no band.. but wen rong say he wants sectionals..</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">hmMm.. i really need to practise my pagan dances.. </span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">anw.. my hand tired le.. dun wanna type anymore...</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"></span> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10084213-110803168413019568?l=m3-confused.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>me-confusedhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01066357217952502799noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10084213.post-1107588097905029532005-02-04T15:26:00.000-08:002005-02-04T23:24:46.680-08:00<span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;">haix.. xianzzz... just came back from band.. mr wong just told the whole band the parts he wants to re-assign.. all the auditions finally finished!!! yeah.. hahax.. chinese new year coming le.. yesterday tok to sy talk until i sleep halfway through.. haix... pagan ish getting more hard with the new parts.. just accompanied charissa to buy comic boks.. gtg le... </span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"></span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">*9 daes to my bdae________"</span> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10084213-110758809790502953?l=m3-confused.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>me-confusedhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01066357217952502799noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10084213.post-1107255281081171772005-02-01T18:59:00.000-08:002005-02-01T02:54:41.080-08:00<span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;">heart is broken.. dunno why things turn out lyk tat..</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">btw.. long time never blog le...</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">my birthday coming le... yeah.. valentines' day.. and i'll be alone tat dae ba..</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">last friday got the syf audition.. and i had fever.. but in the end i still went for audition.. i veri scared i carn go in lorx.. heart ish so stressed and strained... Criex..</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">teachers are giving damn lot of homework lorx... it's lyk mountain.. so much and it's piling up so high!!!!</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">i lazy to change my blog skin... can anibodi tell me how to link friends?</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">i jux discovered a veri interesting secret.. but it's.. haix... *heart verh suan*</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">i hab four or three trumpet juniors... but they are all girl..</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">tommorow still got band.. xianzzzzzzzzzzzzz....</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">miss (her)... =(</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">love (her)...</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">want to be wit (her)...</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">hahaz.. chinese new year ish coming.. band having performance on new year's eve!!! so excited bout chinese new year.. want to go back to my pri sch!!!</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">gtg.. buaix..</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">hugx to (her)...</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"></span> <br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">*_____13 days to mi bdae!""</span> <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10084213-110725528108117177?l=m3-confused.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>me-confusedhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01066357217952502799noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10084213.post-1105605484512316242005-01-13T16:42:00.000-08:002005-01-13T00:38:04.513-08:00sorry horx.. me haben get a tag board yet.. sadx... hahax.. today was quite a nice day.. except fer the first two hours.. all mr ang's lesson.. was smsin in class.. den nic saw my handphone inbox was her messages.. he thought that me and she but it is impossible.. yesterday band practice was so hard.. me the only one playing 2nd cornet dunno how to play.. verh worried also.. den audition coming also.. arrgghh.. stress xia.. dunno whether can pass also.. yesterday 9 o'clock den reach home lorx.. so hungry.. all because of the marching shoes and the white shirt... de blazer is too big fer me lorx!!! today recess time sr damn asshole lorx.. he wanted to push me towards sy lorx.. den in the end my button came off.. so embarassing in front of sy lorx.. and sr lyk yx.. hahax... hope tat yx will lyk him too! yesterday piglet got say bye to me but i dao-ed her lehx.. but actually i didn't know she was tokin to me.. heex.. today uniform check very de troublesome lorx... haix.. but today music and project work ish fun!! we gonna rearrange some pieces of music and compose one piece of music for our project!!! but they sabo me to become chairman lorx.. nt fair!!! got project nid to do... gtg... <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10084213-110560548451231624?l=m3-confused.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>me-confusedhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01066357217952502799noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10084213.post-1105440385937624602005-01-11T18:51:00.000-08:002005-01-11T02:47:04.006-08:00today was so xian lorx.. and gt loads of homework waitin fer me to do.. feel lyk dying.. see alex and li yun so lovin.. happy fer dem.. muahaha.. -evil grins- when can i find my happiness??? i still can't forget her... haix... wad can i do? today shirlyn keep dao-ing me lorx.. dunno wad's her prob... today recess play basketball so ^shuang^.. keep scoring.. si rui tat group so de violent lorx.. after recess go back to class again play truth and dare... tat sinying keep askin me to go and tell mx tat i love her which i dun!! so depressed.. so stress.. todae the sec 1 tat cum for audition so attitude lorx.. beta nt cum band.. haix.. syf cumin.. relly veri stressed.. nw me myself can understand my own heart.. very confuse.. have guai gaui feelins de.. aix.. gtg.. <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10084213-110544038593762460?l=m3-confused.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>me-confusedhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01066357217952502799noreply@blogger.com0